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muhd syaMIM bin norman. legally 18 29sep1990 the undercover liar Friendster Facebook Myspace Flickr
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date: Jan 6, 2008
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time: 3:03 AM
5 days have went by since the new year.and things all around are already being stirred up. "this world will never be what i expected" line taken from three days grace's song, never too late. the world that i am currently living in right now is never at peace. especially right in front of me. breakups. quarrels. fights. running away from home. spending unwisely. backstabbing. lastly, my most favourite of all. show offs. i am not describing my life. its yours & yours & yours that i am talking about. i went to slack with the usual bunch of guys, & girl. at blue light, which was a damn cool place. if it wasnt for the security guards. just sat down, smoke, eat & talk. truthfully. what am i going to do when this bunch of guys graduate. i have been repeating that again & again. but it has always kept me thinking. its my choice to distance myself from them. when i have finally found the perfect bunch of friends after 17 years of my life. they have to graduate. i know i could still meet up with you guys. but not always too right. oh well. i wonder what the future has in store for us. can i just be a spectator from now on & just observe everybody. i just want to sit down & enjoy the free show. like the new batch of students coming in. like the next selection of committee members. like the forming of new relationships. like the backstabbing occurring. like the vulgarities being uttered for fun, joy & laughter. like the showing off glamour. like the hurting of feelings without knowing it. like the vibes of coolness shown. like the childishness ever-flowing. like the formation of groups among each other. like the crumble of a club. who am i to say this things. who am i you say. i am muhammad syamim bin norman, the guy who spoke up & debated to everything. please dont bring down the club name that is already well established. bring the name up for the better. this new year. i am totally going to shut up & just observe. observe till i think its the right time to open up. till then. please do the right thing. quote of the day. "sumpah aku terror". translate to "i swear i am the best". quote from a friend. that quote is for those who feel that way. my opinion. stop acting "terror" & be a normal human being. my new year has been going damn well so far. i think 2008 is going to be a great year. too soon to say. but i just have that gut feeling its going to be awesome. thanks guys, & girl for everything. especially the cigarettes, thanks girl. till my next post entry. live hard, play hard. but think smart too. dont be a sucker, suckaz, cheers. Labels: crumble of andayu |
