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date: Aug 29, 2008
title: it was a success.
time: 4:27 PM
well oh wells. fasting month is here. i am going to survive through. cigarettes, i am sorry. nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!anyway, today wraps up baybeats 2008. and it was fucking good. second day was the bomb for me. great music, great atmosphere, great new found friends. today's was a little boring. plus the moshpit was full, and really full i say, of mat reps who just wanted to shove and punch whenever there was oppurtunity, while saturday's moshpit was packed with music lovers who knew how to dance to rock. faspitch and caracal were awesome. sad i didnt get to catch cardinal avenue, whom i heard were great. till the next gig, purely gig and not a mat rep fest please. i am still looking for a job. or maybe i am just lazy to find one. mcg's chalet went well. still waiting for some pictures of the chalet event. i only have one, which i grabbed from someone's friendster.  the aftermath of getting wet. not all were in the picture. i am the only half-naked dude the whole day, till malik went half-naked for the bbq as well. oh oh, malik dude, if you are reading this, cheers for the help for the chalet, especially during bbq. we were the unsung heroes behind the grill right. and next time, please give warning first before blowing hot ashes into my face. anyway, i brought 30bucks to the chalet and guess what, 5bucks were spent on drinks(pokka drinks, not alcohol) and 25bucks spent on cigarettes. yes, 25bucks on cigarettes. 3 packs altogether, one contraband and two originals. 3 packs smoked finish in 3 days. holy shit. i am seriously wondering how am i suppose to survive the fasting month like that.okay, it is close to sahur. got to catch some shut eye first. happy fasting and happy breaking fast. cheers. *i miss you so much, yes you.! you may not know it, but the flame that is burning in my heart is still burning strong, for you. no matter how much heartbreaks i received from you, indirectly or directly, i still cant take my mind of you... date: Aug 24, 2008
title: to love is to learn to let go.
time: 4:10 AM
as the title of this post says, it is quite true in a way. hell, i have been doing that for 5 times. got that phrase from a friend's blog, the gundu who told me from the start the best man does not always win.anyway. another bro of mine got attached to my good friend. i knew something was up between those two. congratulations you two, and i promise to keep my mouth shut about it. love love love. why am i talking about love always. lets have a proper update. i hope. so today, i was practically stuck at home for half the day when it was a saturday, though it rained. so finally managed to got out of the house and met up with ky, elly and shahrul at fullerton starbucks to catch the fireworks. it was a long wait for the fireworks but was well worth it. when it began, i was like speechless, as the fireworks were freaking close. thanks to our location, we had the best feaking view ever. it was so close that you could almost reach out and touch the fireworks, though it wont be exactly logical to do that. most of the time i was afraid, afraid the sparks will drop onto us. there were a few which survived all the way down to the waters, but thank god, no one was hurt. so when you guys want to watch fireworks, its all about location location location. i have not been sleeping early this few days. it will always be four or five, maybe six in the morning too till i hit the pillows. and i do not have any eyebags. woohoo. teachers' day coming this friday. okay, i am in poly now. but i want to go back my secondary school to celebrate. but the thing is the celebrations are on the 29th, which is the last day of a chalet. figuring out a way. anyway, that is not important for you guys. signing off right now. cheers. date: Aug 23, 2008
title: number 5 suckers.
time: 2:10 AM
what a motherfucking sucker i am. yes people, i know you glad that i know.he won, the best man won. okay, maybe he has not exactly won but hey, its his to lose. take care of her dude. actually, it was a plan all along. to see what happens, stir shit up and tada, he still wins it. guru pitka thought me all he knew. okay, i am crapping because i am bored. i think to drown my sorrows, i am going to drink................redbull, and play my darling......................xbox. oh, why the title number 5. love has struck again but in a wrong way. she is the fifth girl that fate didnt let me be with. liana oh liana, your curse still here, still stuck on me you know. you owe me cigarettes for that. but hey, i am still in good mood, not like before where i am heartbroken, sad, want to cry and all that emo shit. i am used to this i guess. and hey, the guy that is going after her is a friend of mine, like a little brother to me(still 17 ah boy!), so i know she will be safe hands. if they got together, i will be happy for those two and wish them all the best, in advance. someone asked me before, "when are you going to settle down with one girl?", and in my mind i was like i am still eightteen for god's sake. i didnt say that to her, as umm she has braces with small teeth which equal to scary bites and small fingers which leds to painful pinches. so yeah, i do not see myself settling down, yet. but if i do settle down, it will be the love of my life. YEAH RIGHT! full of crap tonight. anyway, i got to blog in my friend's blog. i owe that invincible catwoman a couple of entries. till my next heartbreak, wonder who, see you when i see you. or just till the next post. cheers. date: Aug 22, 2008
title: surrender...
time: 11:19 PM
"She reads a book from across the streetWaiting for someone that she'll never meet Talk over coffee for an hour or two She wonders why I'm always in a good mood Killing time before she struts her stuff She needs support and I've become the crutch She'll never know how much she means to me I'd play the game but I'm the referee [CHORUS] (Surrender) Every word, every thought, every sound (Surrender) Every touch, every smile, every frown (Surrender) All the pain we've endured until now (Surrender) All the hope that I lost you have found (Surrender) Yourself to me Even though I know what I'm looking for She's got a brick wall behind her door I'd travel time and confess to her But I'm afraid she'd shoot the messenger [CHORUS] I think I found a flower in a field of weeds I think I found a flower in a field of weeds Searching until my hands bleed This flower don't belong to me I think I found a flower in a field of weeds I think I found a flower in a field of weeds Searching until my hands bleed This flower don't belong to me This flower don't belong to me Why can't she belong to me? Every word, every thought, every sound Every touch, every smile, every frown All the pain we've endured until now All the hope that I lost, you have found [CHORUS] (Surrender) Every word, every thought, every sound (Surrender) Every touch, every smile, every frown (Surrender) All the pain we've endured until now (Surrender) All the hope that I lost you have found (Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask (Surrender) Has my moment come and passed? (Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask (Surrender) Has my moment come and passed? (Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask (Surrender) Has my moment come and passed? (Surrender) I never had the nerve to ask" the lyrics to the song currently playing on my blog. weirdly, this song, especially the last part, is what i am feeling now. me and my emotions. always lost in them. cheers. date: Aug 21, 2008
title: i am back, again..
time: 8:29 PM
finally reformatted my laptop. but the trouble of it still hanging is still there. so anytime now my laptop could again. that will explain the signing in and out of my msn.a lot has happened, i think, since the last time i really blog, and not counting the post before this. my exams are finally over. bloody maths paper. the questions were exactly the same as the revision paper our lecturer gave us, just changes in the numbers. hope i do not have to repeat this module. oh, i went to the beach yesterday with anisa and nadia. we went to sembawang park's beach, and i didnt even know that place existed. we planned to use our school's swimming facility, but decided to go to the beach instead. i caught a lot of crabs! and one bit me. currently this song is stuck in my head. it has a nice upbeat tempo and catchy tunes. when i heard it on tv, the song was all too familiar. then i remember, the first time i went to a pub/club, bangra club to be precise, with rusdy, one of the songs played was this song. and i so enjoyed that song on the dance floor. funny but a happy song. oh, national day was great, though it was like a while back. fireworks were nice, especially with good company. though the events that followed after national day were not so good, things are, i hope, better now. forgive me guys. things are better with two of my best friends. i cant lose a friend who is like a brother to me, and another friend who is the only one i could talk to and pour everything at her. but one thing that is quite sad. she is already attached, and he has found someone to love. damn, i am the only one left single. all the best bro, all the way with her, in a right way i mean. oh wells, eight months of singlehood was not that bad. enjoyed every minute of it. but i would love to love and loved again. oh how i wish. and i still havent find a fucking job. damn, fasting month nearing and it will be the holidays. i cant just be rotting at home for a month. any job vacancies anybody? no counting of sand or hold the waves back please. that is all i guess. i made it through and laptop is still alive. phew. next week mcg's chalet. cant wait for that. till next post. cheers. date: Aug 6, 2008
title: when the soul clash.
time: 4:02 PM
oh my god. i just wrote a long post and it suddenly disappeared. undo button doesnt even help. now i am lazy to rewrite. sheesh.cheers. date: Aug 3, 2008
title: Realize.
time: 11:08 PM
"Take time to realize, that your warmth is crashing down on in. Take time to realize, that I am by your side. Didn't I, didn't I tell you. But I can't spell it out for you, no it's never gonna be that simple. No I can't spell it out for you. If you just realized what I just realized, then we'd be perfect for each other, and we'll never find another. Just realized what I just realized, we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now.Take time to realize, I'm on your side, didn't I, didn't I tell you. Take time to realize, this all can pass you by, didn't I tell you. But I can't spell it out for you, no it's never gonna be that simple. No I can't spell it out for you. If you just realized what I just realized, then we'd be perfect for each other, and we'll never find another. Just realized what I just realized, we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now. It's not always the same, no it's never the same. If you don't feel it to. If you meet me halfway, if you would meet me halfway, it could be the same for you. If you just realized what I just realized, then we'd be perfect for each other and we'll never find another. Just realized what I just realized, we'd never have to wonder." and... I've updated! |
