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date: Jun 27, 2008
title: the holiday.
time: 9:50 PM
I decided to make a come back. Surprise!You know what? I was thinking of having hair extensions, not the colored ones, but the ones that make my hair look so much more longer. So long that it sweeps the floor with every step I take. I'll dye my hair jet black again, and make sure it doesn't turn into my original hair color again. Then maybe, I'll have a few strands of blue or blonde extensions, just to add a little color to it. I'll cut my fringe just a little shorter, then I wouldn't need to push it back behind my ears. Damn, I feel so fat. No wait, scratch that. I am so fat lah now. I think I'm going to go running and skipping and lose the fats I've gained since I graduated from secondary school two years ago. Or maybe try and get diarrhoea! And then the next time you see me, you'll see a difference. A major difference. Haha. Ok, I'm crapping. I need to go shopping, and I mean, seriously. Major major shopping spree. I keep wearing te same group of clothes, just a matter of mix and matching the tops and bottoms, and shoes. Well, I hardly wear shoes anymore. I need new sandles! *hint hint* Hehe. And I need to buy a new school bag. I'm finding it hard to find a bag which matches anything anymore. I must be out of my wits ey. So anyway, this random entry was purely written by me, the Invincible Catwoman. :) date: Jun 25, 2008
title: looking through syamim's window..
time: 1:37 AM
all i can see is the happiness running around me. all the fun, joy and laughter that is spreading nonstop in the world. when will that time come again for me. smiling from ear to ear is what i miss the most, knowing that someone is there for you. heart, body, mind and soul will always be by your side. it has been a while since i truly experience what i cherish the most. but i am afraid now, knowing that the curse of the phrase has not brought any luck for me. knowing that over the months, i have been ditched, left alone or just ignored, for another guy. knowing that it hurts so badly to see them together, but happy as they are happy. my heart is trembling in fear. what if it happens again and will never stop. the friends are there to keep me alive, but the other reason that is keeping me from not giving up is hope. but i am just afraid. just scared... "and now you come around to me, to see my plainsunset..." .jpg) the only two things that is giving me light, redbull and plainsunset playing on my mp3.date: Jun 23, 2008
title: plainsunset's find a way, babey!
time: 12:36 AM
Do you know that I still think about you?Even though I know that it's too late. Do you know that I'm still missing you? Especially right now you're far away. There's no need to for you to tell me that; "I'm sorry", There's no need for you to tell me that I'm sorry, I said I'm sorry, I said I'm sorry... [Chorus:] I've got to find a way to stop you falling into my mind I've got to find a way to keep myself from thinking of you I've got to find a way to stop you falling into my mind I've got to find a way to keep myself from thinking... i just love this song currently. nice sounds from plainsunset. and hey people, i put that song cause i just love it and great lyrics. but its not to anyone particular aite. just another song in my blog. cheers. date: Jun 22, 2008
title: what a day yesterday!
time: 5:21 PM
i had a great day yesterday. why, cause it was a day out with buddies from poly and secondary schoolmates.the band went for bandzout auditions in the afternoon. and we nailed it. firsly, the band is made up of rusdy(drums), faiz(rhythm), hafiz(bass), aameer(lead) and me(vocal SUCKERS!). we are called fast ads and just formed three weeks ago. secondly, bandzout is an annually event where bands in nyp get to showcase what they have and gun to be the best band in nyp. so during auditions, the judges totally gave us compliments. music to my ears and the band, especially when one of the judges say, "vocalist good"! i was like so freaking nervous before the auditions. now we just have to wait for the results. but i just found out. we didnt get through. a disappointment, but we were still new and i bet the bands that got through were much better than us. fast ads still rock in my heart, and lets carry this band forward. after auditions, found out plainsunset was going to play at the cathay at night. they were doing their sound checks in the afternoon so i had lots of time to kill with rusdy and his cousin. called up my secondary schoolmates, who had band auditions too which that got through, and told them plainsunset were playing that night. fast forward to the gig, it was a blast to hear plainsunset again. singaporeans who have not heard of plainsunset, yall should spare some time to listen to them. and we got to sit down with hon chan(lead singer of plainsunset) and hang out with him. cool chatting with him. .jpg) after that i hanged out with my secondary schoolmates(farhan, harvn, jordan) and decided to go sheesha-ing that night. very fun shit. we played truth and asked a whole lot of stupid questions, mostly sexual related. nothing better to do. .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) had kompang today. big mix up with another kompang group. i was like still super sleepy and worn out from yesterday. betara karisma, still the crazy bunch of dudes ever. full of crap 24/7. .jpg) hilmi stripping down to his underwear and using the kain samping to cover.i will update later about a feeling i am having. wont expose that much but just express it out in my blog later. a fucking 'curse' that now i feel its so true and irritatingly fucked up. cheers. date: Jun 20, 2008
title: what ifs...
time: 3:27 AM
what if we could all use cheat codes in real life. wouldnt that be so cool. i could spawn a vehicle anywhere i want, any kind of vehicle i want. i could make myself richer. i could have unlimited lives and also save others from death by giving them some life. but cheat codes would also mean spawning of weapons, which will lead to chaos in the world, and other bad cheat codes that are meant only for gaming.but what if these cheat codes could do something better. like mend a broken heart. or rewind to a time you wish an event would never happen. maybe a cheat code to let someone know how you really feel about her without hurting no one. or letting yourself know who has feelings for you and not letting yourself get hurt when you found out who. sometimes we, maybe me, wish for a keyboard or controller in hand that could change the world with a push of some buttons. damn. too much gaming for me i guess. but i think i am making sense when i say it is hard to expose your true most identity of yourself and express the deepest feelings for someone, or even anyone. since the title is on what ifs, lets carry on with that shall we. what if i mix redbull and mcflurry, the two most best creation in the world. well, i know either one when consumed will erase the sweetness of the other. and when ice cream mixes with water, it melts. one day when i am really bored and feel like wasting my money, then i will try this experiment. what if i get what i want for my birthday. well, my mum asked me today, "so what you want for your birthday? so i can start saving now" and i was like "its still three months to my birthday. but since you put it that way, let me think". since it was my sweet eighteen(i hope), i told her i wanted something big(not literally big size). so i went to shower first. while feeding my Mr Toilet Bowl, i had an idea of what i wanted. so after shower and all, i told my mum i wanted a camera. she said we have cameras already, but i wanted the professional cameras or whatever it is called. i showed her a picture of it, and she was like shocked at the prices. well, i aint wanting to be a professional photographer. just wanted that camera for leisure. so lets just wait till my birthday. what if i drop out of poly. that would be a serious one. please god, i hope not. if i do, maybe millinia institute will have another phD(poly halfway dropout) from malay cultural group cum nanyang poly(besides hasbi). scary shit. what if the event in december does not happened in the end. oh, it would be the biggest failure ever, with outside help already been asked. i hope that event will run smoothly cause i would love to be a part of a big event from a small club. there are so many what ifs i am lazy to post all of them. to invincible catwoman, i am surprised too when i entered my blog. thanks for the post babe. never fail to put a smile on my face, whether it is me disturbinging you, or you bullying me. anyway, it is actually "thank you for the green teas" and not just "green tea". i treated you two, one in koufu and another at cheers. now, where is my thank you for the apple pie from mac. but i owe u a few i guess. and relax, your secret phobias and dreams are safe with me. i am caring too aite! you kukufart. stay sweet always. guess that is all. i need another can of redbull. to my cousin, asyraf, if you reading this later, sorry didnt reply at msn. i was away playing grand theft auto. to what you said to me online, and i say this to all redbull-lovers. *clears throat* IF YOU GOT A CAN OF REDBULL, GIVE ME A HELL-YEAH.......HELL-YEAH!!!!!! picturing myself, what if i am stone cold. instead of celebrating with beer, it would be redbull. slamming two redbulls in front of redbull lovers and drinking all down. cool shit seriously. okay. enough crap and what if. apparently, someone fell asleep, AGAIN, while messaging me. thats three nights in a row, miss invincible catwoman. get your beauty sleep already. i know i need mine. suckers! cheers. date: Jun 19, 2008
title: Dumdum, I want my gumgum.
time: 12:44 AM
Somebody gave me a surprise visit and posted a surprise entry in my blog and I was really surprised! (ok, too many surprises in one sentence.) I know you missed me, so I think I'll drop by and post an entry before I snore like a pig in bed.No no Syamim, I'm not sad anymore. Well, maybe la. But it doesn't matter. I was just expressing myself, because I couldn't keep it inside any longer. But don't worry la, the catwoman is fine, and will always be the happy go lucky girl you've always known. Always smiling and laughing, and having that never ending blur expression on my face when the people around me are calling my name and actually talking to me. And that girl is my girlfriend, she's like a sister to me. Why Syamim, do you want to get to know her? Too bad, you can't, cos she's blissfully attached for three years. Haha. Awww, am I sweeter? Haha. And I look like a walking zombie today okay. So pale, withdrawn and ugly. Oh yes. The movie "The Happening" wasn't that happening, wasn't it. Because the player kept being unresponsive, and you had to reload again. Told you to refresh kan. I know I was being irritating, because I kept saying I wanted to sleep, but didn't in the end. Why? You tell me la. Haha. And I wanna watch the continuous part leh. It's like the anti-climax la. And the player chose that scene to stop loading. Basket. Hey. My phobias and dreams aren't weird ok! I can't be the only person who has those kinds of phobia, can I? Please tell me there are others out there. Then I wouldn't feel weird. But wait. I am different kan. So maybe there's a reason why I always have the pelik tapi benar habits! Yayyy! Now I like being weird. Heh. Oh oh oh! I'm a better photographer than you. Because when I take pictures with your camera, it doesn't turn out dark, or shaky or blur. It turned out perfect. You wanna know why? Cos I took it. Muahahahahaha. Thank you for the green tea and the one meter of sour nak mampos tape. Still, it didn't keep me awake. Haha. And I wanna lie down and spin around like the vibrating handphone leh, and sing as well. Intensive training my butt. It's fun and fascinating ok! Ok. Now I'm running out of what else to blog. See la. I told you, I need sleeeep! Quit playing grand theft auto la. Puzzle bubble better. Can make friends with the cute cute dinosaur. GTA bad, puzzle bubble good. Hehe. I am going to sleep! Zzzzzzz. Meow, The Invincible Catwoman. :) date: Jun 17, 2008
title: like i said...
time: 11:18 PM
...i miss many things.if i have to list down all, i think i will die typing. anyway, yeah i do miss everybody i have met in my life, whether for brief moment or long relationships, dead or alive, friend or foe and whatever two words that coexist in the dictionary. so to amz and liana, yes i do miss you both(though both of you do not know each other). amz, it took us six months till we finally meet again, but for a brief moment. still never get to take a picture with you. you promised me remember. but you were busy and all(kate artist kepe). till we meet again, i will miss you till then. and liana, how could i not miss you. do not forget who you are to me. how can we forget those days huh. good times right, just good times(apart from those bad episodes and terrible ending). i miss the after party with rusdy after malay cultural group's orientation. it was a hell of a time for me as it was my first and certainly not the last. all i can say is dancing to the music feeling high makes you feel good. why is my birthday in september. damn! to everyone reading my blog, i miss you too. okay, enough misses. lets not get very mushy right now. to more serious matter. actually it aint exactly that serious, last monday had our first general meeting of malay cultural group. it started out all wrong involving only the committee. part of me that had not been seen for a long time had a little preview during committee meeting. but i am still keeping cool, and thank god someone beside me stayed calm, thanks to me. if it was not for me, all hell might have broken lose. anyway, the general meeting was good. could have been better. still cant see the bond forming that much. drama people, as always, were super energetic. made the most noise and all(no offense to the other sub-groups). went to jam with the band after meeting. took a cab to south bridge road from school, two cabs to be precise. we could have use that money to jam longer, but we were already late for jam session. oh, hilmi tagged along too, so did rusdy's cousin. it was fun hanging out with them, full of stories to share. i am so hungry right now. but apparently there isnt any food in the kitchen. i am so the better drinker of redbull in malay cultural group. dear zafie, you can never beat me in redbull consumptions. redbull drinking contest anybody. so where this "invinsible catwoman" went off to. so much for being a mysterious blogger. a one hit wonder i guess. show yourself invinsible catwoman! i am still very hungry. i need a to find work. being broke everyday aint good. i didnt smoke for a full, 24 hours, long day. achievement you say. i would say it is a fucking torture. i need my beloved cigarettes. gotta go now. dikir training later. will he be coming down later, or is his commitment should be compromise. well, going school earlier to meet up with jannah and her gang, to study and do projects. oh, some of you might have been seeing a lot of these jannah, in msn and all. well, she is jut a really good friend. sweet girl, weird at times, but sweet. just a friend people, nothing more. cheers. date: Jun 15, 2008
title: i miss...
time: 10:01 PM
...many things.firstly, i went my first kompang show for betara karisma since god knows when. every show i have been backing off last minute. lazy and lazy to wake up. but lucky for me jamal message me saturday night whether i am going. i finally decided to go cos i have transportation, thanks to jamal's motorbike. when we reach tampines, we both were like super early. the rest only arrived an hour later. anyway, the kompang performances were alright at the start, but the best was the last performance. fucking tired. besides the performances, what i missed the most was the bond between the dikir guys(think straight people!). we had such a good laugh in the bus, playing "fuzzy wuzzy", "ade & takde" and stupid riddles(ade, takde, ade, takde, ade, takdeeeeeeeeeeWOW!, ade!). inside jokes people. hey, we bump into zafie at one the bride's side of the wedding. she stayed just opposite the wedding area. cool shit. zafie did not want to face someone eye to eye huh. i know that you know that i know. anyway, took a couple of pictures with them, eight guys, and girl.   secondly, i totally miss the sweet taste of redbull. damn, just drank one. control yourself mim. well, i miss the drama gang. tomorrow's training is at 10. WHAT! 10am?! for shit i would not be able to wake up in time. but i will try to come as soon as possible gang. general meeting after training. wonder how its going to be like, finally the whole malay cultural group sitting in one room. i still do not feel the bond between everybody. oh well. i miss disturbing weird, geeky girl. actually i am disturbing her now. i miss a this girl who tries hard to avoid things but not doing well at it but i still give her encouragement although i never message or call you which i am sorry for but you said you wanted to distance yourself but guess it was my fault but hope to see you tomorrow. *take in deep breath* now that was a long sentence. i miss this dude(think straight again people!) who stuck with me in year one though i was problematic and always having too much shit going on. the guy who understands my attitude in malay cultural group in my first year there. but now he is in millinia institute and just left a me here alone. brother macam gini ah. still cant forget people thinking we both knew each other way before meeting in malay cultural group. those were the days. now, super hard to contact you. bloody hell. keep in touch bro. what else do i miss. oh, my redbull. oh ya, said it already. i miss something that only rusdy knows. "i got a dirty little secret". i miss my grand theft auto. that is all i guess. till next time folks. cheers. *i miss the tissue roses in mcdonalds. date: Jun 14, 2008
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time: 3:00 AM
hey invisible catwoman.how you got into my blog. hacker alert! off all names invisible catwoman. you are way better at coming up with stupid nicknames. why not weird geeky girl girl. or the girl-who-loves-to-change-my-wallpaper. there goes my blog. harassed by this invisible catwoman. a thousand points for guessing who she is. oh, and since when you got so nice giving me those compliments. always bully me whenever possible. make me lose my games with nudges. but thanks alright. you are just a weird, stupidly funny girl to be with. cheers. date: Jun 13, 2008
title: I am a guest blogger.
time: 3:20 PM
Hello world! I am the owner of the blog's subsitution blogger, and apparently, I need entertainment because I am extremely bored to my wits, so I'm going to fascinate myself by posting an entry here this time. Hopefully, you'll see more of me in many many months to come, because once in a while, depending on my mood that is, I'll decide to drop by for a surprise visit! I think I'll remain a mystery and protect my identity. Wooooo, this is going to be interesting. Hehe.Let's see. I'm still thinking of whether this entry should be about the owner, or should it be about myself. I think.. I'll let the readers know more about this person, yes? I can't say I know everything about him, but I can tell you what I know. I'll try to make it as interesting as I can, but then again.. I don't think he qualifies for a common interest to others, what think you? Hmmm. Lemme see. I think I'll start with the very first time I got to know him. Actually, it all started with friendly (and sometimes insincere) smiles with hardly any exchange of a string of words. Well, he was introduced by one of my girlfriends, whom we love to say, he was flirting with. Tsk tsk. Nah, I was just kidding. A miraculous benediction that our paths crossed with the most unexpected way ever, it was an even more pure coincidence that one of my good friend appears to be his uncle. Yes, his own uncle in exact same school and year, but of a different course. That would lead me to the very first time he hung out with us. Trust me, it was crazy. Syamim's.. a nice person la. Despite his flaws, I'll always believe the goodness in him. It doesn't matter if I think he is an ass most of the time, or if he flirts around or is known to be a womanizer, he will still be a nice and sweet person to me. You know why? Because at every argument or bet, he'll always give in and let me win! That is something sweet to me ok! But please eh, he'll always be an annoying prat to me. Haha. He's a meany devil as well. He calls me a weird girl, and will never stop. Just because I eat mushroom soup, but not eat the mushroom, or that I eat burgers in a different way. Or when I would rather sit under the table cos I can study better that way. AND! Because I have the smallest hands, head, feet and fingers. Tsk. Big big bully! He still owes me a meal because of the previous bet we had, and I think I'm going to get it today. As I'm typing this, he's sitting right in front of me, making funny faces in front of his laptop screen, wearing a tshirt of the exact same color as me (damn it betol), and the usual white cap which my head can never fit in because it's far too small, and constantly playing nudge games on msn. Oh oh! I almost forgot. He thought me a new word: Kukufart. So... Syamim is a kukufart! Ahhh. I think I'm going to end this post here. Would like to post more, but we're all getting hungry, and everyone's waiting for me to be done blogging so that we can all have a decent meal (with excessive laughter) in the canteen. I think I will remain anonymous. Hehe. Sorry there isn't any pictures. I'll post one soon! I'll sure to be back with more updates another time! I promise I'll make it a better one. :) So Syamim, I am rajin enough to post an entry in your blog ok. Now you owe me one! Lalalalala. Yours sincerely, The Invincible Catwoman. (: date: Jun 11, 2008
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time: 4:30 AM
so many offers but still not one tissue rose received.cheat my feelings. okok. just kidding. i aint expecting a tissue rose from anyone. just smiles and laughter will do. looking back through some of the pictures of mcg. mostly when my batch was still "young". and comparing with what i see now. i can only say we drastically changed. some had short hair. some were chubbier(no offense). some looked straight out of secondary school. i do miss those days. but why held back some memories when the best way is to move on. my life has sucked recently. what was many before has turned into just a few now. well i chose a path that aint taking me the easy way to anywhere. but i am still alive and breathing to move on. god, memories are super cool. and sometimes fucked up. i still remember the time i almost met with an accident. daydreaming while crossing the road. lucky shit. well, enough sad, depressing stories. now lets take the time and say our well-wishes to these 3 guys.  amirudin(the guy smiling), zai(green shirt) & fadhil(blur-sotong face).all three of them have proceed to fulfill their duties for their country. all the best for them in ns. just remember to look who is behind you when picking up the soap during shower. you guys will be missed. what great mentors. and another headline. i need my redbull. okok. its 5 in the morning and i have dikir training later. my holidays are boring. and empty. anybody want to waste their life with me. i wish my life was like the game, grand theft auto. cheers. date: Jun 8, 2008
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time: 4:27 AM
.jpg) tissue roses.i have lost track of how many i made. or how many people who received them. some received so as to cheer them up. some received to keep them happy. while some roses i made with intention of getting to know someone better. it is nice to hear people mentioning the paper roses brighten up their day. though sometimes i am just a stranger to them. i am happy to put a smile on their faces. and for those who really took care of the roses. i was really touched. these roses might just be made out of tissue. but when i see my roses left behind, crumpled or thrown away, i do feel a slight pinch. sad to see your creation gone to waste. but what would really make me smile. is to receive one tissue rose. from anyone i guess. it will feel good to get something that you have been giving. oh well. let that day come. till then. i will just do what i do best with mcdonalds' tissues. making tissue roses. cheers. date:
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time: 12:04 AM
anyone got punked yet?haha. was browsing through blog skins and found one that was cool. so i used that as a "shirt" for this blog. cool right. but people who had linked me with the previous url. or people who want to link me. please keep to fullofmisfits.blogspot.com. much more fun that way. haha. cheers. date: Jun 6, 2008
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time: 1:25 PM
been very busy this week.didnt even have time to play gta. it really sucks.holidays are coming up. maybe more time for my xbox360. but my weekends are booked for theatre kami. weekdays are packed with assignments and ccas. time is so not on my side. paper roses working its charms again this week. but that particular girl is a hard nut to crack. hard to chat with her.every hour busy with something. busy girl i guess. but a sweet sporty girl i have to say. i still feel the bondness between sub-groups in mcg is still not there. currently i feel we are all "far relatives". and so far, i can only see the drama people are close. but also just "cousins" close. not "brother and sister" close. more bonding is required i guess. hope the upcoming general meeting will help break the barrier. and to the freshies. do not be shy with us, especially with other sub-groups. we do not bite. so why sometimes the sombong face when i say hi. like i am just there to flirt. oh come on. biar ramai kawan. anyway. i do not mind. but hope everybody just click together in the future. waiting for their messages could be a torture. why cant they just reply back asap. seeing another guy with the girl you just tried to win her heart just totally sucks. seeing a good friend with your ex.... well, i am happy that she is happy. that was what i wanted from the start for you. i miss you too. and you do not even believe me. RABAK!! a lot of ramdomness from me huh. another random thing. i need to buy new boxers. haha. cheers. date: Jun 1, 2008
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time: 5:07 AM
i am in love once again. she is small. yet powerful. turns me on every night. lets me explore new places where i never imagine i would end up at. and she just cost 74.90! what a bargain. i am talking about the new grand theft auto game! .jpg) okok.i am quite a gaming freak. though i play sensible games and not those "everyday chiong dota!" type. below are pics with me and my new beloved. and my brother stealing her away from me. .jpg) excuse the messy hair and shirtless me. .jpg) .jpg) just look at the above screenshot.besides my big hdtv. and though it is not so clear. but the scenery is fucking beautiful. graphics are high class. i could just make my character stand at a corner and admire the whole city. for those who owns a XBOX360. get a copy of the game. you would not regret it. it is 5 in the morning and i am blogging. crazy me. cheers. |
