date: Jan 27, 2008
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"Our scene begins as a telephone rings, She chokes a gasp at the awful news it brings, A phone call she's been avoiding, She knows he's reached the end.
Hooked up to the respirator, It breathes life into my calloused lungs, My heart beats getting fainter, I know my time has come.
It's getting colder been trying to show her, That I'm not the one to be there beside her now, I'm crossing over can no one console her? Alone she'll remain, With no way to end this pain.
Now I realize the things that I, The things that I have done to her, Why you gave your love with all your heart, With all that a heart can give.
Intentions that you'll never know, The reason why I had to lead astray, I gave you a lifetime of pain and remorse, Mistakes that were never yours, The wrong in my life can never be right, It flashes before my eyes.
How did it come to this? His mind is working harder than before, His last thoughts of her, Of how he and he alone, Had destroyed the once vibrant spirit, That he had coveted so deeply, The last pain he ever causes the only woman, Who ever loved him.
Bright light is calling me upward, I follow and leave you below, Now you're all alone And I leave you with nobody by your side, Not to hurt you ever again, Never break your spirit for me, Now I'm all alone, Still I cherish the things that you've given to me, The bright light is calling me upward, I follow and leave you below."
the lyrics to the song on my blog. things arent so beautiful now by a thorn for every heart. just scan through the lyrics. and some what describes the past the love the memories. relax people. i am not getting emo or anything like that. not like that guy. which brings me to another topic.
i need to get new pairs of shoes. cos when i saw hafizul wearing the exact same pair of shoes as me in school. i seriously felt like dragging his sorry ass out of mac. removing his shoes. and just throw them into the fountain nearby. after i am done stepping on them that is. maybe a little spit will do. damn him. he gave the most stupid, no-brainer excuse i have ever heard. 'oh, never see you wear before'. are you blind dufus. i have worn those shoes everyday ever since i got them. and you say you had never seen me in those shoes before. stop being a poser dude. get a life. get your own style. sheesh.
on a brighter note. or is it a lighter note. anyway. went to lepak with dhil, zid and fiz. i was from rizz's place with zid finishing up some 'important matters'. and its finally done. supposed to be doing my programming project. but when it comes to lepak-ing with them at blue light. who would not say no. suckaz.
smile always girl. keep maintaining that sweet smile of yours. put everything about him aside and stand tall. do not let this affect you much more. move on and stay happy.
cheers.
*and then there was light shining on you in the darkness
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