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date: Mar 14, 2008
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time: 1:33 PM
big fuss.am i really making it a big fuss. hey. it is my blog. i choose whatever i want to blog about. so a few days back i decided to blog about that turn off issue. it is his opinion. but it is also mine right. blogs are places where we spill our thoughts and feelings about anything right. any touchy issue, minor issue or just any current events. we choose to blog about it. sorry if that post have affected anyone, especially those close to me. but hey. you guys do not me well either. i am a straight forward person. on and off the comp. choose to hate me just for that post. then it is your choice. but choose to understand it and me better. then i thanked you. cheers. date: Mar 13, 2008
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time: 12:47 AM
turn offs.especially in boy-girl relationships. come on. nowadays i keep hearing "i am turn off by this, i am turn off by that". i do not want to pinpoint anybody. it is just that the "turned off clan" might feel affected and hurt. current situation. turned off when girls smoke. oh a big come on. it is the 21st century. i know it may not be feminine for them. but i speak for them when i say it is their choice to pop that cigarette in their mouth. their life, their choice right. and we are basic human beings. we have basic manners. if someone does not like someone else smoking near them, especially if they know that person. they could just tell them they do not like it. or if you have a girlfriend or a boyfriend who smokes and you are not liking it. smokers have the basic courtesy to not smoke in front of them. unless you do not mind. then to hell with the turn offs. guys especially. picture this. you are sitting at mcCafe lido. and you saw this chick. you feel interested and all. but suddenly she pops a cigarette into her mouth. and you go DAMN! sounds familiar to any of you guys. smoking is a habit. not a disease nor a for-life thing. unless that person chose to be that way. so please do not say you are turn off. if you really want to say it, say something nicer. like "she is not my type". though that may not sound so polite. it is better than saying turn off. let us accept each other through our hearts. and not by what we see or hear. i smoke for passion. and i aint planning to quit soon. now that is my choice. have you made yours. cheers. date: Mar 11, 2008
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time: 1:26 AM
"see that light in the sky over by the mountains. it has never move before. just like you in my heart. you will always be there." what a damn sweet metaphor. it goes something like that in the show 10,000BC.   action adventure-packed with a little heart-warming touch to it.went to watch it with my cousins and friends. did you know french kissing already started way back then. oh. the main actress in the movie was HOT. love her blue eyes. anyway. before that went to school to accompany cousin asyraf for his appeal. hope he gets into poly. but like i said to him again and again. they want you to go NS first. stubborn boy. ate at school's mac and proceeded to mcCafe lido. lepak till the guys came. .jpg) .jpg) i feel like taking a scissors and cut his hair. and you know what. this two girls sitting in front of us. were whispering and talking about us. one of them said to the other. "between both of them(which was me and my cousin), which one you choose". and the other girl said. "the green color sweater guy(MY COUSIN!) cos he is cute and i love his hair". what the hell. just when i was lecturing him about getting girls. he has a compliment from this chick. COME ON. hahaha. met the rest around 7 and watched the movie. after that walked towards plaza singapura and then went home. not before taking lots of photos.    as you can see in that last picture.i am always on the cigarette. isyak called me a smoke machine. hilarious. okay. that is three pictures only. cos i am lazy to upload all. had a good day i guess. but i am seriously broke now. oh. HAPPY 17th BURFDAY MY DEAREST COUSIN AFIQ!  this was him then.young, and... well. i let you decide based on that picture. sorry fiq. i just had to put that picture.  this is him now.still young, and... the picture just tells you a thousand words doesnt it. have a great year and all the best in poly life. cheers. date: Mar 9, 2008
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time: 3:17 AM
"I dont mind where you come from As long as you come to me But I dont like illusions I cant see Them clearly I dont care, no I wouldn't dare To fix the twist in you You've shown me eventually what you'll do I dont mind I dont care As long as you're here [Chorus] Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again You'll just come back running Holding your scarred heart in hand It's all the same And I'll take you for who you are If you take me for everything And do it all over again It's all the same Hours slide and days go by Till you decide to come But in-between it always seems too long Suddenly But I have the skill, yeah I have the will, to breath you in while I can However long you stay is all that I am I dont mind, I dont care As long as you're here Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again You'll just come back running Holding your scarred heart in hand It's all the same And I'll take you for who you are If you take me for everything And do it all over again It's always the same Wrong or Right Black or White If I close my eyes Its all the same In my life The compromise I'll close my eyes Its all the same Go ahead say it You're leaving You'll just come back running Holding your scarred heart in hand It's all the same And I'll take you for who you are now If you take me for everything Do it all over again It's all the same" a song with heart felt lyrics. i almost cried listening to the song. yes i had teary eyes. i finally understand the words and meanings in the song. the video which made me all so down. love the video. hate to think about the memories. (official video) (unofficial video, with free hugs) enjoy the video. cheers. for everything. for ever so lonely. date: Mar 5, 2008
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time: 12:47 AM
two phrases.'new friends are found, old friends are lost'. 'a little too late'. first phrase. i felt i have been put aside by them. seriously what have i done to you guys. did i say something wrong. did i do something wrong. 28 march was a fluke. but i thought 1 march was a blessing. we enjoyed that day. and here i am feeling alone. lost and rejected. talk things out seems so far for you guys. idris told me. 'the secret to close friendships is not to be close'. lets see whether is true. second phrase. i do not want to think about it anymore. lets just say i had the chance to be with her. just maybe. if i had asked her earlier. but she nows has someone else. to love. to care for. i do not hold any grudges. just regrets. all the best for her. oh. another phrase that just entered my mind. 'what goes around comes around'. the girl who said this. i just saw her today. well not even a wave or smile from her. i understand. well she was right. she was always right for the six months we were together. well that phrase has stuck to me since we broke up. what to do. tomorrow going out with my cousins. missed them a lot. long time never hang out right. i am going to enjoy tomorrow. i need cigarettes. four sticks left in my bag. later a new pack i guess. till next time. back to emo-ing maybe. but certainly back to fishing. suckaz. cheers. date: Mar 4, 2008
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time: 2:09 AM
i felt like i have been played.it sucks being sweet. too sweet. guess elin was right. she said sometimes sweet guys tend to be a victim to girls who love to play. guess i was that guy. damn. oh a lighter note. i am now someone's fashion police. is it cool or what. i stayed home the whole day today. and i was like super bored. i think i walk to and fro from my room to the living room dozens of time. that shows how bored i was. but i saved money by not going out. but also in the end spent that money on kfc and cigarettes. what a way to save money. i am bored now. feel like smoking. but at home. no no. maybe. anyway. till next time. cheers. |
