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date: Mar 5, 2008
title:
two phrases.
'new friends are found, old friends are lost'.
'a little too late'.
first phrase.
i felt i have been put aside by them.
seriously what have i done to you guys.
did i say something wrong.
did i do something wrong.
28 march was a fluke.
but i thought 1 march was a blessing.
we enjoyed that day.
and here i am feeling alone.
lost and rejected.
talk things out seems so far for you guys.
idris told me.
'the secret to close friendships is not to be close'.
lets see whether is true.
second phrase.
i do not want to think about it anymore.
lets just say i had the chance to be with her.
just maybe.
if i had asked her earlier.
but she nows has someone else.
to love.
to care for.
i do not hold any grudges.
just regrets.
all the best for her.
oh.
another phrase that just entered my mind.
'what goes around comes around'.
the girl who said this.
i just saw her today.
well not even a wave or smile from her.
i understand.
well she was right.
she was always right for the six months we were together.
well that phrase has stuck to me since we broke up.
what to do.
tomorrow going out with my cousins.
missed them a lot.
long time never hang out right.
i am going to enjoy tomorrow.
i need cigarettes.
four sticks left in my bag.
later a new pack i guess.
till next time.
back to emo-ing maybe.
but certainly back to fishing.
suckaz.
cheers.
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