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date: Jul 8, 2008
title: some will seek forgiveness, others escape...
everything went downhill.
i was falling so fast i just did not have time to bring any life supports.
with nothing to cling on to, i just felt helplessly falling.
neither hope nor faith could save me now.
not even the thing call love.
and certainly not lust.
i thought that every ups, there are its downs.
and vice versa.
but the downs that i had for the past few weeks are from getting better.
the light at the end the tunnel seem so far away.
and it gets farther away every single day.
a huge decision i have to make by the end of today.
what will my choice be.
i need someone to guide me.
dear god, please help.
and for those whose lives have been affected by me.
i apologize, from the bottom of my heart.
to those having relationships, treasure them always.
sorry if i had came in the way.
sometimes i really do wonder.
when will it all end...
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