|
date: Jan 28, 2009
title: baby when the lights go out.
 picture taken by fardly outside st james powerhouse, at the carpark. this picture says a lot in my point of view. my life is currently living in two separate world, the reel world and the real world. i am going to spill whatever i have in me, so bare with it if you guys want to read.
i am living my life freely right now. that is my reel world. i have been going clubbing every single week, never fail. drinking and smoking almost every single day. i have so much free time sometimes i dont even know what i want to do. television, xbox, laptop, kitchen, bedroom and back to the top.
why am i so free you may ask. dont i have projects or assignments, or even exams. the truth is, in the real world of mine, i have stopped schooling. yes, stop schooling. i guess my course isnt exactly my cup of tea. i know it has been a waste of time for me. but i chose the paths that wasnt always right for me. so right now, i am waiting for my medical check-up, then to national service, and insyallah, i will get back to my studies.
so that is my reality. now i found out, okay not exactly found out, but have a feeling a friend of mine is troubled. she removed herself from my blogger account, deleted a post, gone awol for sometime. did i do something wrong. hope you are reading is, cause you are my good friend and i dont want to know a good friend of mine is troubled, what more losing you as a friend. do take care.
i have a liking for someone whom i met at a club. i know, meet-ups at club dont go far. but i feel that this is different. i have been meeting her almost everyday since last wednesday. and i asked her out for valentine's day already. fast dont you guys think. oh, she said yes by the way.
i appeared on tv last night on the show live n loaded. i am totally suffering from a terrible ache at the back of my neck. anybody can give me a wonderful massage, please.
when i quit school, suddenly a lot of people were talking about the future, the importance of studies, the future economy. god is showing me signs of what i have done and i do regret. the path was already laid out, i just didnt took the right detour.
this whole post sounds kinda depressing to me. simple said, i am totally screwed up in my life. and for those who now knows i aint schooling anymore, please keep it to yourself and let others find out on their own. thanks.
cheers.
|
