date: Jun 20, 2008
title: what ifs...
what if we could all use cheat codes in real life. wouldnt that be so cool. i could spawn a vehicle anywhere i want, any kind of vehicle i want. i could make myself richer. i could have unlimited lives and also save others from death by giving them some life. but cheat codes would also mean spawning of weapons, which will lead to chaos in the world, and other bad cheat codes that are meant only for gaming.
but what if these cheat codes could do something better. like mend a broken heart. or rewind to a time you wish an event would never happen. maybe a cheat code to let someone know how you really feel about her without hurting no one. or letting yourself know who has feelings for you and not letting yourself get hurt when you found out who. sometimes we, maybe me, wish for a keyboard or controller in hand that could change the world with a push of some buttons.
damn. too much gaming for me i guess. but i think i am making sense when i say it is hard to expose your true most identity of yourself and express the deepest feelings for someone, or even anyone.
since the title is on what ifs, lets carry on with that shall we.
what if i mix redbull and mcflurry, the two most best creation in the world. well, i know either one when consumed will erase the sweetness of the other. and when ice cream mixes with water, it melts. one day when i am really bored and feel like wasting my money, then i will try this experiment.
what if i get what i want for my birthday. well, my mum asked me today, "so what you want for your birthday? so i can start saving now" and i was like "its still three months to my birthday. but since you put it that way, let me think". since it was my sweet eighteen(i hope), i told her i wanted something big(not literally big size). so i went to shower first. while feeding my Mr Toilet Bowl, i had an idea of what i wanted. so after shower and all, i told my mum i wanted a camera. she said we have cameras already, but i wanted the professional cameras or whatever it is called. i showed her a picture of it, and she was like shocked at the prices. well, i aint wanting to be a professional photographer. just wanted that camera for leisure. so lets just wait till my birthday.
what if i drop out of poly. that would be a serious one. please god, i hope not. if i do, maybe millinia institute will have another phD(poly halfway dropout) from malay cultural group cum nanyang poly(besides hasbi). scary shit.
what if the event in december does not happened in the end. oh, it would be the biggest failure ever, with outside help already been asked. i hope that event will run smoothly cause i would love to be a part of a big event from a small club.
there are so many what ifs i am lazy to post all of them. to invincible catwoman, i am surprised too when i entered my blog. thanks for the post babe. never fail to put a smile on my face, whether it is me disturbinging you, or you bullying me. anyway, it is actually "thank you for the green teas" and not just "green tea". i treated you two, one in koufu and another at cheers. now, where is my thank you for the apple pie from mac. but i owe u a few i guess. and relax, your secret phobias and dreams are safe with me. i am caring too aite! you kukufart. stay sweet always.
guess that is all. i need another can of redbull. to my cousin, asyraf, if you reading this later, sorry didnt reply at msn. i was away playing grand theft auto. to what you said to me online, and i say this to all redbull-lovers. *clears throat* IF YOU GOT A CAN OF REDBULL, GIVE ME A HELL-YEAH.......HELL-YEAH!!!!!! picturing myself, what if i am stone cold. instead of celebrating with beer, it would be redbull. slamming two redbulls in front of redbull lovers and drinking all down. cool shit seriously.
okay. enough crap and what if. apparently, someone fell asleep, AGAIN, while messaging me. thats three nights in a row, miss invincible catwoman. get your beauty sleep already. i know i need mine. suckers!
cheers.
|