date: Jul 28, 2008
title: Home.
I am sorry, Syamim. I really am so sorry. I keep getting stuck in various situations, I don't wish to get you sucked into them. I don't want to hurt you anymore, please bear that in mind. It's better this way, because the sooner we end it, the less it'll hurt. Rather than to drag it longer. Look what I've done. I've already hurt you twice, I don't want to hurt you again.
Everything is in a mess, I'm all confused. Please understand that. I'm sorry. I hope you're ok. You have never brought any burden to me, neither were you the catalyst to my problems. Nothing. It was never anything about what you did or how you feel, believe me. It hasn't got anything to do with you. It's smiles you brought, that's what you did. You're strong, you'll get through this. You'll find some other girl who is much much better than me. Someone who will never ever break your heart, lie or cause any problems to you. I'm not that girl, I'm not even close to it. All I ever brought you was heartbreaks over and over again, and you deserve better.
I'm sorry. I really am sorry. It is for the best. I'll miss you. Take care.
p/s: this song will always be dedicated to you.
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