date: Jul 20, 2008
title: i've got to find a way to keep myself from thinking of you.
i got molested during body surfing. though you are bound to be touched all over during body surfing. and hell, it was a helluva great time yesterday night during plainsunset's gig at youth park. came late, and missed out on caracal and west grand boulevard. damn, caracal, the band that i always wanted to listen badly, and i came late. anyway, watched the gig with my secondary schoolmates. when plainsunset was coming up next, my friend pulled me into the middle and eventually to the front of the mosh pit. and it was fucking fun when plainsunset came in, minus the slippery floor caused by the rain. i tried body surfing, and the first try was a fluke. stupid shit i can say. you know its like fucked up when you go up the stage and see dozens of people staring at you, waiting for you to jump. and my first try failed, badly. second time was the best. i just went up and straight away dived into the crowd. sorry for the kicks to the head people, thats body surfing. great time great time.
that is finally off my, umm, fingers. still aint off my chest until i speak to him. another thing off my chest was something that i wanted to tell her in hints but apparently she lost the conversation. sorry if you now feel differently. too sudden for you most probably. but please, like i promise you before, promise me now that after this, do not stop talking to me or be angry at me alright. i kept that promise of mine, and please i hope you will promise me that too. stay happy-go-lucky always sweets. no matter what lies were said, you are always on my mind.
projects and more projects. i am so dead. what more my groupmate is having personal problems, hope she settles it fast. not that i blame her, i feel bad as i felt i was part of that problem. sorry babe. take care aites. smile more okay. deadlines deadliney dead.
oh people. do not forget to leave a tag about what hairstyle i should keep. bald is certainly out of the context people. no way i am going bald. suggestions please. and if anybody has a job opening, please oh please tell me. my wallet has webs and bats inside. need cash desperately. no selling of body please.
that is all i guess. certain issues have to be settled fast. if not, things can get out of hand. an advice for everyone, trust you own flesh and blood and not your sources. and if you want to tell a lie, please do it professionally. ask me, the best lying bastard you can ever meet.
cheers.
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