date: Aug 23, 2008
title: number 5 suckers.
what a motherfucking sucker i am. yes people, i know you glad that i know.
he won, the best man won. okay, maybe he has not exactly won but hey, its his to lose. take care of her dude.
actually, it was a plan all along. to see what happens, stir shit up and tada, he still wins it. guru pitka thought me all he knew. okay, i am crapping because i am bored. i think to drown my sorrows, i am going to drink................redbull, and play my darling......................xbox.
oh, why the title number 5. love has struck again but in a wrong way. she is the fifth girl that fate didnt let me be with. liana oh liana, your curse still here, still stuck on me you know. you owe me cigarettes for that. but hey, i am still in good mood, not like before where i am heartbroken, sad, want to cry and all that emo shit. i am used to this i guess. and hey, the guy that is going after her is a friend of mine, like a little brother to me(still 17 ah boy!), so i know she will be safe hands. if they got together, i will be happy for those two and wish them all the best, in advance.
someone asked me before, "when are you going to settle down with one girl?", and in my mind i was like i am still eightteen for god's sake. i didnt say that to her, as umm she has braces with small teeth which equal to scary bites and small fingers which leds to painful pinches. so yeah, i do not see myself settling down, yet. but if i do settle down, it will be the love of my life.
YEAH RIGHT! full of crap tonight. anyway, i got to blog in my friend's blog. i owe that invincible catwoman a couple of entries. till my next heartbreak, wonder who, see you when i see you. or just till the next post.
cheers.
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