date: Feb 28, 2009
title: the endings always the same.
it has been a while since i last blog. well this post is so called a shout out to everyone i miss. i just have to post it up, and because i am lazy or shy or both to send messages to everyone i miss them. so here goes.
i miss my beloved grandfather the most. his laughter, his smile, his smell on the money he gives to his grandchildren, his doa-doa and his presence. oh, i have a manchester united towel used for bathing. guess who bought for me that, my grandfather. god is looking after him now.
i miss my grandmother too. she is still alive though, but its been a while since i last visit her. got to go to her place soon.
i miss redbull. but i am cutting back though. it aint good for your health you know.
i miss school. primary, secondary and polytechnic, all are missed.
i miss nyp's mcdonalds. i want my big mac please.
 speaking of mcdonalds, the first time i met these two girls were at nyp's mcdonalds. both has the same name, jannah, and both are in the same cca. different year and course though. but miss them both equally. and the above jannah, the one with me in yellow shirt, she is my bestfriend. if you are reading this, janjan the elephant is missing you too. make yourself free for the mocca gig okay bestie.
i miss rusdy. he is like a brother to me, helped me pull through during tough times, support me in whatever i do and just a nice person to hang out with. oh, for your info, that is me in the picture, not a girl. i stuffed plastic wrappings into my shirt. suckers.
i miss liana too! my once beloved girlfriend, now my beloved good friend. she is just the female version of rusdy, but smaller in size. and when i mean smaller, she is short. dont kill me liana if you read this.
though i just met them a few hours back, i miss sufi and fardly. i have known sufi for 2 years and fardly for a couple of months. but put aside on how long i know both of them, they have stood by my side and pulled me up when i was down, especially ever since that day, 14th feb to be precise. thanks guys.
i miss jocelyn yan too. okay okay, jo is what she would prefer to be called. i still cant figure out whats wrong in calling her jocelyn. sheesh. anyway, she just turned 19 on the 27th february. happy belated birthday! though i was like the first to wish you on facebook AND on the phone. you owe me something, as i am taking you to night safari. cant wait right, since you started attachments and didnt exactly had a break from school. oh so sad. see you really soon okay.
i miss yat, my clubbing buddy. and outside of club, he is a good friend. humble but chaotic at times. he is the only guy that i can really pour out my troubles, happiness, nonsense without him not feeling bored or irritated. but the solutions and answers that he returns can sometimes be kinda isiotic too. ISIOT!
i miss this dog tag, because i fucking lost it at the first live n loaded show at mediacorp studios while bodysurfing! and it was given to me by an ex of mine whom we both thought it was love at first sight. she is a nice girl and all, but i guess i was a jerk. sorry hidayah.
i miss my shop. it closed down as they found out about my secret "services" that my shop provides during after hours.
i miss acting on stage.
i miss jamming and screaming for vocals.
ahhhhhhh. ben n jerry's cookie dough is the sex! i want some badly, hadnt had that in months.
lastly, i miss everyone who has entered into my life, from the nurses and doctors who delivered me, to the nurses and doctors who circumcised me. to the scandals and flings i had, and the intimate moments we had. from the people that used to bully me, to the people that i used to bully. all of you, i miss you. yes you my dear fellow reader, you too.
now i am wondering why the hell i wrote this kind of post.
cheers.
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